I have been in beep thought of where I want to live the kind of career I want to have a my major purpose for being on this earth. I am drifting for the moment, (the cross roads) which way to go. Previously I would just do what ever , and take the path easiest to travel the comfort zone going to what was simple and less painful. The cookie cutter life. The everyday pain and struggles I\’ve been use too. I am done with that way of living.
This is time for the unknown the adventure to greatness to find my true self and bring her into the known,she has been in the abyss for a long time waiting to arise and find the glory of I.
I have this friend who is a young mother who is struggling to make ends meet trying to hide in her work, stressing on raising her sweet boy, and trying to understand why the guy she loved doesn\’t want to be part of this child\’s world, frustrated, angry, shameful, fear, guilt well I can see it in her face, I know because I too took that path. The wanting to have that special little one before I was ready the pressure from the peers sucked up into what people were saying and doing , the lies I told myself.
I sat playing with this sweet boy for a few hrs enjoying what I missed with my own because I was caught in my pitty-party to blind to see what I was doing. I hope I can help her see it, if she is ready so she doesn\’t do the same thing I did.
When you are right in the middle of the storm it is harder to see the rainbow or the beauty of what is right in front of you.
The MKMMA has brought tools to me to use so I can focus on my heart desires live by my compass and not what other want for me. In my life I looked at what others had and wanted it, questioning why couldn\’t I have that to, or wondering why people were further ahead then me at school, business, or sports, weight loss or whatever it was. It was because they had more of a burning desire to obtain it then I did and I didn\’t have the education or the knowledge of how to get there, I didn\’t make it a goal, make a plain of actions or steps to get to what I really wanted.
I do now, I just have to apply it because it won\’t do it by itself.
Shine Bright Like the Star You Are