I sit here in the house thinking of how to write this week\’s thoughts, not wasting a sentence or a word, reflecting on the year and looking into the future.
I have observed my thought and hold back my opinions because they reflect what comes to me in the world I see and live in wheather good or bad. I have the power to change my environment and the world I live in, I have finally seen why my life turned out the way it was, I let others opinions take my drivers wheel and didn\’t feel I was worthy of anything better then what was happening in my life. Don\’t get me wrong I didn\’t want any of those things to happen but I was always thinking of what I didn\’t want and just got more of the same.
My heart was as cold as ice, brick walls had locked it away with no light or warmth to enter in I was staying in my house just waiting for the next day to come. I would work it was like my freedom, just running through the motions of living. It was hard for me to trust in anything people were saying to me. I thought there were no more great people in the world anymore, because I was surrounded by the ones who weren\’t trust worthy. (THOUGHTS REFLECTED)Making the connection.
I know there is something better in the world. I want better for my family and I. So the Idea of a better life for us was planted,nothing I was doing then worked. Time to change things and I stopped listening to negative words and new if (I) didnt do something right then (I) would be lost for ever.
After. Before
I stepped from the comfort zone which it wasn\’t comfortable, it was what I was fimilar with at that time. It isn\’t easy to change things after years of living that way. It is like trying to rollerskate with only one skate, it feels weird and unbalanced or like being on snow skis for the first time heading down hill and you don\’t know how to stop. Having the faith in yourself to know that you are doing what is best for you and drive your life to your Dreams and Desires .
These 14 weeks have been astonishing, the self discovery of the unlimited power I have in me, being one with the universe, forming great habits,greeting each day with love, persist until I succeed, and now I am natures greatest miracle and there is no one like me. The best thing of all we are all of these things,but the world of people get stuck in living life like others want them to live and not by their compass.
These things are easy and things a child can do and with ease because they don\’t had years of concrete to take off. I\’m starting over give me the color pencils and index cards and the playground with all my friends from the MKMMA I have found that secret to life, Faith, Love, Health, Persistence and Desire.
What is it for yourself?
Keep Shining Bright like the Star You Are
Wow Christine! I know how you felt! Sounds like we could have written each other’s stories. Thanks to the chipping away if the heavy cement, the gold is so shiny, it’s blinding!! I’m so happy you have seen what it is you truly deserve. You too keep shining!🌺💕
Wow Christine! I know how you felt! Sounds like we could have written each other’s stories. Thanks to the chipping away if the heavy cement, the gold is so shiny, it’s blinding!! I’m so happy you have seen what it is you truly deserve. You too keep shining!🌺💕
Christine wonderful reflection. I have been there too. Always looking back and wondering why do they have it and I don’t. Unforgiveness just eating away at me. I just wanted to forget not forgive. Good job girl. Looking forward to the future months with you and others and a Happy New Year.
Thank you for sharing
Beautifully and perfectly put! Happy New Year! May it surround you with the best company and positive outcomes! Xoxo
Loved hearing about your trip from Houston great outlook. Thanks for sharing.
Thank you! It is great when we recognize growth within ourselves. Happy 2016- here is to our dreams!
Christine, I could have written those words. How fantastic that we can all go through this journey together, supporting change and celebrating the successes. I, too, lived my life with others controlling the wheel. I felt anger and frustration that they didn’t know what “I” wanted and directed me in ways I didn’t want to go. What a revelation to finally understand that it wasn’t their responsibility to direct my life. You are doing a Fantastic job directing your own life. Continued happiness and growth!
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I’m hearing you sister. Very powerful blog. Thanks for opening up and sharing so deeply. You are Natures Greatest Miracle! Happy New year to the new you:-) Persist and Succeed! You’re doing an awesome job!
Great words Christine. Loved your Blog. So much feeling and passion. Love, heath, gratitude, belief and harmony is mine and in abundance for everyone.
Your blog is full of insight about your journey. How wonderful for you.
Love, Joy, Kindness, Abundance,
Christine