OCTOBER 14, 2016 BY CHRISTINE
This week has been to over come my fears. I can say fear never leaves you it is where you place the fear that drive you or holds you back. The new job I started had things that I hadn’t done before, I had to go to orientation and do a road test with the new company. I have been in a automatic for 5 months, this company has Manuel 13 speed Transmissions which I have never driven before. Plus it was in a group so I had to back between two trailers while the others watched. So I guess I don’t like people watching me but the career I have chosen has me in the view of many.
My nerves were shaking anticipating my turn? I kept taking big breaths to calm myself down thinking about the time limit only 15 minutes to back into the space. Only 15 minutes to get it done. I chose to be last to see how everyone else did, now it was my turn, I jumped in the Truck fumbling to find the right gear, so I made it to the set up for backing the truck got out did the walk around like I was supposed to, got back in put it in reverse back just until I was just going between the two trailers got out and looked as they instructed me to do and got into the truck backed half way got out and took one last look before my final park job it seemed like forever but it took only 7 minutes for all of that to take place. Next was the road trip I decided to be last again so I could see the pattern for shifting, I felt sick to my stomach knowing my turn was coming. Well I passed with flying colors, shifting was a little rough but it wasn\’t bad my maneuver were smooth.
When talking to the other people in the class it seemed they had the same fear. Judgment of others. As I observed the action of my coworkers, everyone but 2 supported and encouraged others.
One girl sat by herself on the fist day, that bothered me, I understood because I don’t trust people either I made a comment to her that she hurt my feelings she didn’t sit with us, the next day she joined the group but didn’t talk, today she was breaking out of her shell, I told her I was proud of her saying what she had to say and sitting with the group. She gave me her number when we got back to the hotel. I was surprised and glad she did hoping to grow a new friendship.
This is new for me, I’m loving it.
Getting rid of fear of the unknown and embracing the power within
The process is amazing about what is possible to accomplish when you put things into perspective. The thoughts are turning in my conscious thinking mind, because I know that the habitual action becomes automatic and the thought that controls them, passes into the realm of the subconscious, the all knowing intelligent and creates the actions of my dominating thoughts.
Since I manage my activities daily taking effective action, I have more time to do things even with all the exercises of the class. I am stumbling forward even with the comfort zone trying to pull me back to the familiar and everyday routine that no longer is serving the highest version of me. The new habits I am forming daily along with the beliefs, I had of the past are stunting the growth of endless possibilities that are mine to receive unless I open myself up to the this or something better still of the way I want to design the life I love living.
Very day I practice being the highest version I imagine myself to be. I am not working towards it, I am coming from it as though I am in possession of it already. Driven by my enthusiasm, burning desire and the greatness it has for everyone that it involves.
Today I got a sign in the mail to follow my true North and have a clear focused vision of my purpose here on the planet. there are things and people that come into your life that we can learn from, there is a plan and purpose why everything happen in life, I keep and open mind to the lesson, gift and how I can give back in return for the greatness I receive whether I think it is good or bad.
When putting in the time and doing the work, The effort and the journey you gain is priceless. It is just reprogramming my routine and doing things in a different way, and loving the process and the journey that is only mine to take and no-one else gets to tell me what is going to be best for my journey here in life
So how do I open my mind up to manifesting this life I want to create, well it seems complicated at first because it isn’t something I have been doing my whole life, like walking and talking for my entire life and they don’t teach this in schools, if they did this would be a totally different planet we live in.
The Solar Plex is the Channel of mental action which unconsciously supports the vital functions of the body.
The cerebro-spinal is the channel through which we receive conscious perception from the physical senses and exercise control over the movements of the body.
So our brain is conscious thought and our subconscious mind can’t argue, it only acts on what you continually think about. What messages are you sending on a regular basis? You can feel the energy of what your thought are, is it happy or angry, confusion, lack, abundant you are able to change it at anytime if you are aware of the energy you put out.
When you are on the right track your body is full of Energy, Health and you are pulling to you the things that design the life you imagine, you are a magnetic.
When off track you repel the things you want and pass the blame to others for not getting what you want in life and the truth is you are the one who is doing it because of the way you are thinking and the things you are doing in life. Take ownership of the things your doing.
Look at it with curiosity of why you do the things you do, change can only be done when you are aware of the things in your life which no longer serves your highest good. I know because I live 1 year ninety times, I kept hitting my head on the same wall, and blamed others for how my life was going, until one day I took a look at myself, took responsibility for my part, and looked at each day as a new day never before lived, it isn’t the same day unless you say it is, and know that everything is always moving and is never in the same place. The thing is if you think you can or think you can’t you are correct.
So lets hit some truths here, I started a new job driving Motor Coaches, my nice white shirts didn’t fit anymore, I felt like the incredible hulk if I flexed any I would tear my shirt, I looked for my dress shoes, they were no where to be found and the shoes I wore with my dresses on special occasions didn’t fit anymore, my foot was to fat to fit in the shoe. I found a white shirt that fit and some black pants that fit better and went to work. I felt eyes looking at me saying that isn’t the proper uniform, I didn’t say anything out loud, but I said as soon as I can, I will buy the right uniform I don’t have the funds to get them right now. Within a few days one of the drives approached me and said that the company told him to take me to the uniform company to buy me 5 white shirts and 5 black pants. What I found out is that he paid with his personal credit card just to help out a fellow worker who was on the team and the other 2 guys took me under there wing so that I would be successful and they include me in the lunches and invite me to other events which I wasn’t expecting, this isn’t just another Tour company it is like minded people designing a true service customer based company making a difference in the serves industry along with the owner putting drivers first.
Moving on to the importance of releasing fear in your life, which holds back many people from achieving their dreams in life. The fear of other peoples opinions, being successful, leaving others behind, speaking in public or being visible, these are common fears that hold most back.
I know it has been for me, I’ve reframed it and now know that if I don’t shine my light in the message I want to deliver to 5 million victims of domestic violence prior to Feb 2026 that they will remain in the same situation and possibly be killed because they didn’t think they deserve more in life. That fear is driving me to act and deliver a powerful message that you deserve a better life.
I wrote “Sorry,” Only Means it Will Happen Again so that they know they aren’t alone and can create the life they imagine. By investing in themselves and taking action daily to live the life they love.
With the MKMMA course I’ve learned to be a self-directed thinker.
Without this course, I would have been further behind, I wouldn’t have written my book, started my non-profit or met this amazing staff and like minded people who support and mastermind with me. Every time I take this course I gain new insight to become a better version of me then who I was when I first got called for the hero’s journey.
Connecting with infinite Strength, state what you want and say this or better still.
The universe will deliver to you exactly what you want according to the work you put towards the life you want to create, so if you play around, you get those results if you take effective actions daily coming from the life you imagine it will deliver those results. Play full out don’t dabble because those are the results you will achieve.
Commit fully and it will be fully delivered to you.
The answers are found from within, they are not found outside of yourself only you know what is helping you or hurting you. Always listen to your inner knowing.
Keep Shinning Bright,
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