Week 10 and 11
I dropped the ball these past 2 weeks, from the 27 of November to Dec 11th, on 10 to 12 hrs days got caught up in the job and wasn’t in the self-directed way of thinking, I am shuttling people to the AWS event and the NFR, the two events have me going to different hotels, different people, My stress level is through the roof, people not wearing their mask, moving my personal belongs from the seat in back of me and the one to the right of me, they are bring open containers on the motor coach, getting upset with me because I tell them they can’t and don’t get to the location due to taxis pushing everyone back by jumping the line of car in the lane, pushing in and not respecting that we are trying to get to the same place causing a hour delay. Then my motor coach goes into Derate which means no more than 20 miles an hour I have to do a Regen, the traffic control rolls their eyes In out of service. I call my dispatch to find out how to put it into a Regen, they tell me it is automatic, Ok ?????
I get a call from the head guy which no one wants to have the head boss called, by the way he is the sweetest person but its 10pm on a Saturday night, we worked on the problem for 30mins with no success, I was told to take the bus back to the yard and it would be looked at Sunday, so off to the yard I went, I parked the Coach and tried one last time to do a parked Regen and it finally worked. My co-workers came to the bus and stayed with me until it ran its process which it took 45mins, they told me we aren’t leaving you at the yard alone. I thanked them.
On a side note, the event you just heard I kept telling myself send love, well wishes, anger was fighting to stay alive I put on my DMP recording, Listen to Scroll two that I recorded, listened to the blueprint builder, the Gal in the glass, repeated the process, repeated release, several time, I was screaming inside and felt unhear and disrespected most of the week, kept taking deep breaths as well, those people were not going to have me behaving badly, and they do not have power over me, unless I give them the power.
Bottom line we are all human and have Bad days, give a hug, smile or say something nice it could make all the difference in the world.
Keep shining Bright