OK so week one of the Master key program.
It equaled excitement, confusion, unfamiliar, stress, worry, well you get it, lots of emotions!! Let me start with reading daily. It wasn\’t my favorite thing to do I avoided reading like the plague in the past, I forced myself to read out loud daily even though i didnt want to because after doing reading it over and over i started to have an understanding and purpose of my why. Breaking free of the old ways and changing from within.
Sitting, well it was a challenge, but I did it. I didn\’t realize that I had a concrete heavily weight Brian that screamed what are you doing sitting here. We have things to do,play games on the phone, watch tv, work, clean house take out dog, well you get it my body didn\’t want to sit. I was scattered everywhere with my world it was a Rollercoaster ride.
Blog? What is that,? putting my thought out there in the world whom is going to want to listen to anything I have to say?Old ways coming out once again, I am sure most everyone has these types of feelings.Writing my DMP and BPB, not easy either got it done but wanting it to be perfect out the gate. It is a work in progress and that is okay.
Finding it challenging to have no TV before bed because I am not the only one in the room, but I cover my eyes and plug my ears and turn it out and only think of what is most important things I need to do from this next 26 weeks.
The old ways are still trying to engage me into slipping back, I just have to laugh shake it off and keep moving forward, step by step and taking each day one at a time. Going to close before the I loose what I wrote and have to start again.
Until next week,enjoyin the new me and the steps I\’m taking to a better life.
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